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I'll be back (hopefully alive) on 09 Sept! I really hope I'll be alive, homg.

(Fandom sending me off with an Aimya mouth-on-mouth kiss? Damn, Japan must love me.)

When I first started this LJ I was seriously like, I'M NEVER GONNA POST I HAVE A BLOGGER.
Now I check my LJ like 5x the number of times I check my Blogger? And I check my Blogger every 5 minutes. Yes, this means I'm permanently on LJ, refreshing it every minute. I should not spend half my life on LJ |:

Also, NCC day is best because we are all, "Let's huddle together and avoid seniors so we won't have to sedia in the middle of no where and greet them okay okay?" and you walk around and suddenly juniors are screaming, "OHMYGOD QUICK WHAT RANK IS THAT UH FUMBLEFUMBLE GOOD MORNING!?" and laughing at platoonmates who have bio that day and sir is taking them and they salute to them in the middle of the bio lab 8D We are sadistic, sadistic people and we're proud of that fact(:

Anyway, ( cut because no one needs to listen to me rant on pertinent social issues such as homophobia. )

I feel totally wasted after ranting that much but feels WAY GOOD to get it out of my system.

I have about 12 hours left to find a new policy that I feel at least a third as strongly about. Failure is imminent.

Current Mood: infuriated

School starts in 4 hours 25 minutes, I haven't slept a wink and I'm not even doing the Stuff Which I Should Be Doing.

Point? I am in denial. Tomorrow doesn't exist, no, really.

In any case, I can't seem to write. Or rather, I can, but I don't think I'm good enough? There's this fear that my characterization is off, that my plot's not right, that MAYBE I SHOULDN'T BE DOING THIS AFTER ALL.
But I will. Because, yea. I've been wanting to write something proper for months now, and now I have the drive to, so I should. And you know what, I'm going to get back to my fic soon.

(Exams in 3 days, I don't think I have time to.)

So much for never posting. Time to get this journal properly set up though, with layouts and actual display pictures and joining communities and posting, don't forget posting!

( Huge rant on Ohno's new single )

But forget about that.

Nino's car accident is unfortunate (mostly for the rest of Arashi-minus-Ohno though, I mean seriously, banned from driving, and that poor girl with the injury), but still. Car accident love is all drama people, stop wishing you were the girl. (What's going to happen? "Ahh, it hurts..." "I -- I'm sorry!" -stares into each other's eyes and BAM! ~♥TRUE LOVE♥~-)

Also, does it make me a bad fan that I died of laughter seeing water travel up Nino's phone in the reverse version of the AU phone CM? I am a horrible fan, really.

I am hesitating about getting my parents' credit card numbers to order an album I've wanted for the past 9 months I've been an Arashi fan to hear singles I seriously, seriously want and member solos and Sora Takaku (Shit, I've been looking for a HQ of that forever) and 10 extra tracks! TEN!

Maybe I shall. I don't know. -hesitates and walks out the room to impending doom-

Current Mood: frustrated

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